I've continued to replay Eternal Darkness. This time I managed to save that monk in Anthony's chapter so that I got the large sword and I got to use that sword in Paul Luther's chapter. I also found the Mantorok Rune.

I'm feeling less and less like posting game progress. I feel that things have just changed in my heart too much over the past few months. Slowly, I've been eroding - things that used to bring me happiness no longer do. The ties that bind me to this island are more and more becoming frayed and yet I have not the pillar to hang onto anymore, for it's been cracked and broken by the choices I was forced to make in life.

Time is running out for me...